I have lots of fears.

But if there is one fear that I hate most, its the fear of being looked down by people.

That is amongst my greatest fears...

That explains many of my actions I do and how I behave.

I'm scared of people who talk behind my back

I'm scared of people whom I have let down

I'm scared of people who spread rumours about me

I'm scared of people who think that I am lesser then them


in fact, many of these people whom I have encountered that are like this are my mortal archenemies...

bah.

I dont have much enemies anywayz... I can hardly hurt a.... fly.



Today is our 2nd anniversary! wee~~!!
but. I didnt meet him. I DID NOT MEET HIM!!!!

or should I rephrase it more accurately. I could not!

I'm starting to think about whether my Saturday band practice and training sessions are worth it.

ARRGH.

ITS TAKING TOO MUCH OF MY TIME!!!


sigh.... dear God. If YOU KNOW THE AMOUNT OF SACRIFICE I'M MAKING!!!!!

... then I sincerely hope that You make sure that this sacrifice is worth it.


I'm quite sick of my life.

SICK. SICK. SICK.

Another hamster ran away from home.

I think I'm going to run away from these mortal shackles too.



I hate my life.


But I love it too much too lose it.


This is ironic.

Ok. I'll stick with it. Its a love-hate relationship.


happy 2nd anniversary Dom!
love makes the world go round...
keep it going =)